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I'M NOT SURE AT ALL

by Marlody

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1.
SUMMER 03:07 video
There’s photos on the wall Without them I wouldn’t remember you at all Daddy says I loved your hair The way it smelled like summer He tells me you’re a star I guess that means you’re far away But sometimes he still calls your name Before I learned to talk We used to lay together by the fire A trace of woodsmoke on my clothes Still keeps me in your arms Daddy had a ring He dropped it in the ocean He cried and didn’t speak for days I’ve never been so lonely I gave him one of mine Shiny tiny plastic thing He smiled as if he’d come back home But he put it in a pocket Of a coat he never wore And just the other day He took it to the thrift store Because tomorrow we’ll be moving to our new town By the sea And I haven’t been there yet But I hope we’ll be Swimming ‘Cos soon it will be summer And my hair is getting longer And he never lets me cut it But I’m going to when I’m older And there’ll be photos on the wall Of you and me when I was small And I’ll show them to my new friends To remember it all
2.
RUNAWAY 04:14
I was nowhere to be found I was nowhere to be found But I was not lost and I didn’t really want to be A runaway soul No I was not lost and I didn’t really want to be a runaway soul So I crawled out Of my hiding place And I hung there in the empty space Everything was gone I was on my own Left it all too late To be getting home But the moon was bright and strong Could I take the whole night long? Or was it over now? Had I missed it all out? I was nowhere to be found No I was nowhere to be found But I was not lost and I didn’t really want to be a runaway soul No I was not lost and I didn’t really want to be a runaway soul So I figured I could only try As I gazed up at the open sky But everything was gone I was on my own Had I left it far too late To be getting home Everything was gone I was on my own Left it all too late To be getting home Everything was gone I was on my own Left it all too late To be getting home Everything was gone I was on my own Left it all too late To be getting home Everything was gone I was on my own Left it all too late To be getting home But I knew my own way I knew my own way Just as long as I stayed I’d be okay And I was nowhere to be found No I was nowhere to be found But I was not lost and I didn’t really want to be a runaway soul No I was not lost and I didn’t really want to be a runaway soul
3.
CHANGE 02:19
From the ground to the ceiling Is the change in how I’m feeling And I hope I don’t forget how good it is Just to be here now again I was down by the water With the stones to take me under And as sure as all the bones beneath my skin I could see me sinking in There were clouds there was thunder But I could not look up to wonder And already I was under water Trying to forget me how to swim Yeah there were branches I could’ve reached for But I was so sure I didn’t want more So was it fate or was it twisted That I was dragged out resurrected And though the whole of me was disconnected Stubborn kings were made to rise again Then I could feel and I existed Though all the parts of me resisted And I depended on the crutch of everyone Who’d ever told me I could be And so I stepped at first a stranger Back out toward the light of danger There were eyes to hide from there were hands to hold As I unfolded from the mould I won’t admit that I was broken Just that my truth had been unspoken And looking back I saw that what I’d feared before Was fading down into the dark From the dawn to the evening Part of me gone the rest is healing And I hope I don’t forget how good it is Just to be here now again
4.
THESE DOUBTS 03:37
You’re turning out You’re turning out To be More Than I ever wanted You’re turning out You’re turning out To be More Than I ever wanted You’re turning out You’re turning out To be More Than I ever wanted You’re turning out You’re turning out To be More Than I ever wanted And there’s no more reason for these doubts These doubts But I turn it round Oh I turn it round To be Flawed I’m still being haunted But don’t turn away Don’t turn away From me Please I see that you’re daunted And there’s no more reason for these doubts These doubts So we’re turning round We’re turning round To be Here We’re turning round We’re turning round To be Here And there’s no more reason for these doubts They merely existed No there’s no more reason for these doubts They merely existed
5.
MALEVOLENCE 01:48
6.
UP 02:22
We were looking up And the stars were rising The night was younger And the air was clean It was perfect love And our hearts were bleeding Never thought we’d hunger And it was all a dream We would’ve taken all the pills To feel like we were sleeping still But the nights were washed away And the time has been We’re lying fast awake Our bodies all out shaken We’ve bled and how we’ve fed And it was all a dream It was such a dream
7.
WRONG 04:29
There’s no right, there’s no wrong There’s only the way it was going to be But these days seem so long It’s too many hours since you lay here with me And I would stay in your arms If I could find a way But it can’t be real if it can’t be broken Will you find the door if I leave it open Oh we’ve lost, we’ve lost, we’ve lost All the time we could’ve been And we’ll never know How far we could go It’s so hard to deny You were ever mine But you’re here In my mind I guess that’s the way it was going to be There’s no way To rewind And unravel these layers of longing in me Oh you would be In my arms If I could have my way Was it ever real or am I mistaken Will you close the door as if nothing’s taken Oh I’m lost, I’m lost, I’m lost Is there nothing left to find You take all my hope When you leave me behind But I don’t care anymore Cos I know you were mine And you say you did wrong Well I wish you would share all your errors with me I’d be all your mistakes If there was a way I would get you to see You don’t need to be right Please Just stay here Tonight oooh But I’ve fallen down into my emptiness And I I’ve lost the final traces of our kiss Oh You’re still in my mind But I’ll find a way To leave you behind Just not today Not today There’s no wrong
8.
WORDS 04:01
I broke my mind So they took my words away I broke my mind So they took my words away Away Away Away Away And I hurt myself Cos I wanted to be gone And I hurt my lover With the way I carried on Yeah I hurt myself Cos I wanted to be gone And I hurt my lover With the way I carried on But I’m sorry now I’m so sorry now Oh I’m sorry now I’m so sorry now And I should be glad I got my chance To be ok To be ok But I don’t want to Be this way No I don’t want to Be this way Cos I lost my words Yeah they took my words away When I broke my mind They took my words away And I don’t want to be this way No I don’t want to be this way No No way
9.
This is for my friends in low places I’m sorry I’ve been hiding from you Sometimes I just can’t take more faces I think you’ve all been feeling it too Some of us are gone with no traces They’ve been taken into the blue But I promise I’ll be back soon None of us are searching for happiness We won’t chase a ghost that doesn’t exist But we try to reach out to each other Just to keep from the jaws of the beast ‘Cos it’s feeding on me And it’s feeding on us And it’s ripping us out Til we’re close to the dust Yeah it’s feeding on me And it’s feeding on us And it’s ripping us out Til we’re close to the dust But we’re not lost yet No we’re not lost yet But we all know the beast gets hungry And we see ghosts through the eyes of envy And I’m missing all my friends in low places But sometimes loneliness comforts me I’m guilty, got too much of what you’re wanting As if loneliness was a luxury I’ve been wishing I was gone with no traces Evaporated into the blue But I think I might come back soon Will we ever want to search for some happiness Are we haunted by a ghost that doesn’t exist Why do we try to look out for another Reason to let ourselves drift Some of us search for a lover But the beast pulls in close for a kiss And it’s feeding on me And it’s feeding on us And it’s ripping us out Til we’re close to the dust Yeah it’s feeding on me And it’s feeding on us And it’s ripping us out Til we’re close to the dust But we’re not lost yet No we’re not lost yet
10.
OTHERLY 04:33
You never seem to be afraid Almost as if You have some underlying faith That somehow Everything will be ok How did you get to be this way Was there a voice To give you Reason to be absolutely certain In the things you say? Is there a piece of wetted clay That can be shaped Into a Body that becomes itself So wholly and so readily? Where are the answers gone? You finished the corrections But there’s something wrong You’re floating fast away You’re tethered to a boat That’s got no mooring place And in the midst of this There is a hint of Some strange fiction That could be keeping out The weight of all affliction And so you drift away Still tethered to a boat That’s got no mooring place If only you could find Some simple stretch of land To cast yourself Into a shadowed wood But all you knew To be the truth Was not for good And all the words Have long been flown Perhaps you never understood And yet the vision of such perfect bliss As only in such perfect faith exists Persists enough to keep your lonely self betrayed Your only hope Will lift you as you lay Upon the earth in which you will decay Believing somehow everything will be ok

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released January 13, 2023

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